Finding Strength

This blog post comes after so much pain. So much has happened in the last 3 years. It would take a long time to recount the process of this divorce. Most of it is probably boring but there have been a lot of learning curves. Today, of all days, I feel as though God, lawyers, and my newfound friends are lifting my burdens. I'm a very visual thinker. I have felt trapped inside of a small black box underground. Inside that box have been snakes thrown at me, knives slicing through the walls, and parasites attacking me. I have felt lost, stuck, and hopeless. Today, the lid to this box has been lifted. I have these people in my life for a very specific reason, coaching me to find my way out. They cannot pull me out. They can only offer me encouragement in finding the strength I have deep down, to pull myself out. This is life. I have waited for someone to do it for me all this time. It is my job and my job only. If there is anything this post can offer, it's hope for someone going through any sort of struggle. Look to those who love you and accept that support. Find your way out and stay strong and determined. Never give up.